To my beautiful baby boy – a boy that will always be my baby, no matter what age you become.
You are now 1 years old. What a wonderful, amazing, challenging, stressful, emotional quick year it has been.
I know I say every month passes in a blink of an eye, I know your fed up of hearing me say “I can’t believe your this age already” – But I really can’t! Your sisters first year went by ever so quickly but this year seems to have gone by at lightening speed.
You became so dreadfully poorly when you were 10 days old and it was the most horrendous thing we’ve ever gone through and I never believed for a second that I’d ever get over it. And although the memories of it are still there, I feel like we have got over it and it is just a distant memory because you have just filled our lives with 10 months of pure happiness.
It’s so hard as a parent to find the balance of not wanting to wish your life away and hoping that you will stay a baby forever to being excited about the future and the milestones that you will reach.
You have hit a big milestone this month which seems to have been a long time coming – You are now crawling! All the built up frustration that you were feeling about not being able to get anywhere has now subsided and you can move. My goodness don’t we know about it. You definitely keep us on our toes now! You are becoming faster and faster every day and you are starting to bump into things and now bruises are starting to appear! The newest one being on your cheek where you bumped a TV stand on holiday! Over the last 24hrs your confidence and skills have grown again and you are now using furniture to pull up on. It won’t be long before you are cruising around the room using the furniture as a guide.
I go back to work next week and it is bitter sweet. I have felt so blessed and lucky to have been able to spend a full year with you, watching you grow, being there when you reach your milestones and making memories with you but I will be glad to do something for me again. I only work two days a week so the days that I’m at work you and your sister will go to your grandparents for the day. They will take good care of you whilst me and Daddy are working.
You now have 4 teeth. Two at the top and two at the bottom. I can only assume that you are cutting another one this week as your usual happy smiley self has been replaced with a grouchy, irritable, restless little monster. Lot’s of cuddles, kisses and Calpol usually does the trick. Lets hope the pain doesn’t go on for too long.
Your birthday was such a lovely day. It was Sunday. We had a small family party for you on the Saturday teatime. Nothing fancy just a little celebration surrounded by the people that love you. We woke up on the Sunday morning and opened all your presents with you. You were very very spoilt! We then spent the morning at Graves Park as the weather was glorious and you got to test out your new SmartTrike that Mummy and Daddy bought you. You really love it! We then spent the afternoon at your cousins house as it’s his birthday the same day as yours and he had a 3rd birthday party there. It was such a great day and you were very happy.
I’m so glad I am able to write you these letters every month to let you know what we get up to and how you are progressing. I hope your able to look back on them one day and feel that you were loved very much. Both you and your sister!
For now darling, keep smiling!